Moments pass like rain
Wanting to save royalty
The king's crown is his mane
Heard for miles without a voice
He calls to his brother
He waits for an answer that never comes
his other half was executed
Living life was no longer a choice...

The surviving brother tracks his life bond
He knows there is something wrong
He gets so anxious he growls and drools enough for a pond
He remembers the sound of tragedy
Silence after war zones and angry gangs of prey
No more "r'oh" calls or nuzzles from lifeless bodies of the fallen
Not even in his prime and he's only half as strong as he was before today...

He slows down and looks around
The smell of two legged intruders and familiar blood is present
He's saddened but not surprised with what he found
He lay next to his brothers blood
He smelled it, licked it, and nuzzled the last remains of his beloved comrade
His heart was broken
Grief like a flood...

When will people learn that we need our kings and our queens of the bush and forest?
We need them to love them
We are the ones that give them a choice
We are their guardians with a voice...

Scratching my scalp
Thinking too hard
Blood on my fingers
Pain turns into relief...

I love life
But it's hard to breathe
I hate strife
But don't want it to leave...

A seed of wisdom sprouts and grows
Through its venous stem it flows
Too much time on my hands
Time I wish spent traveling to other lands...

If I didn't have the parents I have
I'd be dead years ago
So I breathe yet another day
Another seed sprouts
I stand in the greenhouses entrance...

I don't move an inch
I shut my eyes
Reflecting on that scent
Remembering what it took to make that wisdom grow.

Picture Source: http://www.thesocialleader.com/2011/07/wisdom-society/

A year ends
I walk into it without a penny of my own,
Jobless with my hand out,
feeling like a time machine took me back...

Back to a time I outgrew,
A time I wish I never knew,
Where pages of books, written by me,
were supposed to have conquered hazardous idiosynchrasies;
I took a stand against mediocrity--and reinforced it with a,
"Oh God please..."

So many people have an answer,
not one of them has been the correct one for me,
All these men and women want to make me rich,
too bad for them I have a mind of my own;
I have the recipe. Now all I need are the makings.
The minute I have both I will be a well made man...

The success that is meant for the inner me,
is in the place my brain is meant to be,
Dreams are meant for those who are afraid to make a decision,
empires are built by people who act on their vision.

http://inhisnamehr.com/got-vision-personal-visions-and-goals/

Take a look!--You need to know this...

This Is Important!

I hope you are well Xangans... Miss you!

Well, here I am, Don't know exactly what to write, but, I will say that I am definitely happy to be able to, once again, find my way back here and spill what's in my head, onto a soon-to-be, not so empty screen... So there has been so many things that have happened this year... I have started a couple of businesses, I have learned how to brand myself as an entrepreneur, writer, human being, and my name has over a million-and-a-half hits--my user name has over half-a-million hits. That isn't half bad for a man that hasn't used any SEO to build up his world wide web presence, in not even four years...DAMN GOOD!--if I do say so myself.

But, all that above-said stuff aside, I find that I truly do like people. I find that I truly am a social animal after all--if I want to be, I don't have to be that outcast that I have made myself into--I can fit in somewhere, and with people in those somewhere's...

For those of you that have me in their network of friends on facebook; I'm sure I don't have to tell you that I love lions--why? I love lions because they are social animals, they exist in prides, they can't really survive without an allegiance of some sort--and they need each other! Lionesses stay together as a family, for life (for the most part)--male lions' goals are to do the same, unfortunately, it doesn't work that way. They live such violent lives. Although, the prides you see born in captivity have the potential of being very close from birth 'til their end. You will see many pictures, that wild life photographers and amateurs have taken, of lion brothers/allegiances, pride lionesses, or pride lionesses and resident males nuzzling, tons of tender moments. They don't hate, they don't hold resentments, they don't have hangups or inhibitions, they do what they were born to do without shame. There is way more to lions than many people give them credit for... I can relate to a lion, and sometimes I wish I had the capacity to be comfortable in my own skin enough to sleep, never mind sleep for an average of twenty-hours/day...LOL.

Anyway, that's all I got to write for tonight, I will be in touch with you, I have just been really busy trying to succeed in life in the way I've never succeeded before...not to say that I haven't been a success plenty of times in my thirty-nine years of life.

This is one of those tender moments I was talking about...

A strong foundation for building

For shelter that keeps me safe

Turning in for the night

I wake up in the morning for a new day...

 

I shut the door behind me and tackle dawn

The day will be bright--I need to be ready

I work to be free and not a slave

My roads aren't paved--I keep it real...

 

Life can be full of noise

So I have ways to keep inner peace

Writing is the best vessel to stay afloat

Imagination keeps harsh reality at bay...

                                                                                               

I live life to its fullest as much as I can

In with the good and out with the bad

A late bloomer but at least I bloomed

I feel better when I open my eyes and live

 

Dead is the curse that I allowed upon myself

A force-field of wisdom has come from others

I take what I can and leave the rest

Baggage has no place in my life anymore

 

It feels good to arrive at a destination

to know and feel comfortable with my surroundings

I have accomplished a lot and I am going to accomplish more

No one is going to get in my way--no more interference's--no  more losing

 

I HAVE WON ME BACK AND WILL NEVER LOSE ME AGAIN...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I have just read an article on FB that has, not only disgusted me, but, turned my stomach as well (the article and YouTube video are not for persons that are sensitive, have sensitive stomachs, or are susceptible to nightmares)... 

 

Take a look at this (article)... www.thecontroversialfiles.net/2013/07/chinese-eat-baby-soup-for-sex.html

For only $70.00 (American)! 

 

I don't know what you might think about this but, I think it is absolutely wrong on many different levels... Have these people lost their minds?--what makes them think that this is okay?--not even a question in their minds?!--I don't know, I will never understand it, never.

 

I do business for myself

I don't care what others think

I'm devoted to making it 

A balance is the only way to keep my health

But, slippery is skating in the entrepreneurial rink

Working so hard I feel like having a fit

People don't see what I see

That's too bad because if they did--

they'd trust me

If people saw what I see

Things would be so much more easy

I leave you with this thought:

You might not see what I see 

I won't let that discourage me

If you won't enjoy doing business 

Maybe you'll like my poetry...

 

 

 

When is it going to stop? Nothing gets solved by blowing people up. Innocent people at a marathon--innocent in any wrong doing towards those murderers who attacked them... I'm sick of it! Those are my people these devils hurt and it's getting harder and harder to remain a model citizen when there's people like the ones blowing INNOCENTS up, because they aren't happy with whatever reason their disgruntled about...

 

AND DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME AMERICA HAS IT COMING, DON'T TELL ME THAT THESE PEOPLE DESERVED TO BE MADE A MESSAGE OUT OF, AND DON'T TELL ME NOT TO TAKE IT PERSONALLY... IT'S VERY PERSONAL--IT SURE THE HELL ISN'T BUSINESS!!!

	Username	ID	Level	Sponsor	Placement	Personally Sponsored	Rank	Last Month BV	This Month BV	Total BV	Date Enrolled	Email	Phone
	acalle11	79657	2	12359	49427	0	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/2/2013
	evergreenbk	37293	2	12359	49427	8	Senior Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/7/2013
	johnstockton	68783	2	12359	49427	0	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/11/2013
	everbee	16705	3	37293	37293	4	Managing Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/7/2013
	joyfoster	35905	3	37293	37293	0	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/8/2013
	mimiesparkles	15947	3	37293	37293	2	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/10/2013
	blankam	21444	4	16705	16705	2	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/10/2013
	sunshinevuyi	95619	4	15947	15947	1	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/10/2013
	summerlove	27613	4	37293	35905	0	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/11/2013
	mariannerdelyi	84100	4	16705	16705	1	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/10/2013
	lobs	99064	4	15947	15947	0	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/11/2013
	qinisa	60215	4	37293	35905	0	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/11/2013
	yolol	50925	4	37293	16705	0	Associate	$0.00	$0.00	$0.00	4/10/2013
	briarrabbit	21058	4	37293	35905	0	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/11/2013
	thecandidgroup	58552	4	37293	15947	0	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/12/2013
	sandor_d	12658	5	84100	84100	0	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/10/2013
	mayau2	31640	5	21444	21444	0	Associate	$0.00	$0.00	$0.00	4/10/2013
	thumbelina	62543	5	95619	95619	0	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/11/2013
	annamari924	16191	5	21444	21444	1	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/10/2013
	katepyda	10128	5	16705	84100	0	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/12/2013
	peterwinner	47908	5	16705	21444	0	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/11/2013
	andivi	73734	6	16191	16191	0	Associate	$0.00	$9.95	$9.95	4/11/2013

      (The reason why no one has made a commission in the list of downlines yet, is because, if you look at the dates, these affiliates have just started)

 

     This is the list of people in my matrix in ILA's (Inspired Living App) affiliate aspect of this awesome mobile app... All of these folks have been automatically placed in the appropriate places via spillover in a "Forced Matrix" system of multi-level marketing--notice the levels in the level column of the list view of my 3-by-7 matrix, one of my legs is getting really close to the 7th level--NO RECRUITING and NO SPONSORING was required.

     I became an affiliate February 14th 2013--almost two months later I have 26 people in my matrix. This is a great start. And what's funny is I didn't personally refer any of these people. ILA is a mobile app that is growing at a hyper speed. Not just for the Independent Business Owner opportunity but for the videos that are devoted to personal development.

      And just so you know, if I don't get any of my own personal associates, and spillover from the matrix' of the associates that are above me fill in the blanks, I have the potential of making $2,500/month... If I start referring my own personal associates also accompanied by spillover, then I will have the potential of making close to $11,000/month plus bonuses: $9.95/month doesn't seem that bad anymore doe it, OH!--and you get your very own site that's compatible with your computer (how much would it cost to build your own website with a back office, loaded with training, marketing tools, site stats, geneology checker, and lot's more (you pay nothing, but, the 9.95/month for the app and site?)... This is just the start, ILA has a lot of exciting things happening to make this very exciting mobile application an even more financially prospering business, to those who want it--but who wouldn't?--teachings in personal development via high quality videos as well as an awesome opportunity to invest in the profits as an affiliate.

      My friends, family, associates, and those that might stumble onto this post--I wouldn't take the time to make periodic updates about this app every now and again if I didn't believe in it. I'm looking for a team, and would love them to be someone I already know, or someone that wouldn't mind getting to know me, and vice verse.

 

The time really is NOW... http://www.ilivingapp.com/ctaretz (all the information you need to understand what this app is all about is on my site)