October 27, 2012

  • Finally Mine

    I sweep up the mess

    Moving forward none the less

    Pop my collar up and walk tall

    Compared to some, my troubles are small

    I stay grateful to the ones that are here

    Every time I get into a slump they're near

    I hope I'm strong enough to be there for them

    I'd feel like I'm of some use then

    Life is too hard to live alone

    "Another, I need another..."

    I hear my soul groan

    Patience is a virtue though

    Slow down brother

    So I walk further up the hill

    I don't look back for I'll spill

    That cup of destiny

    Keeping it upright 

    I walk with intensity

    Further and further to the top

    Getting more and more confident as my ears pop

    I won't quit this time

    My life is finally mine...

     

    Picture Source: http://www.blogging4jobs.com/work/work-first-life-second/

     

October 25, 2012

  • Men Can Be Multi-Orgasmic

       Mature Content -- those under the ages of 18 should not read past this disclaimer...

        Men can be multi-orgasmic; hold on now before you jump to conclusions, I will say that men can't have the intense orgasms some women have when they experience more than one or two orgasms during sex, and/or especially masturbation. Some women can orgasm over and over again uncontrollably or involuntarily if they are comfortable enough with their partners or themselves. In order for a man to be multi-orgasmic he needs to learn control. A man needs to learn how to breathe, he needs to learn what turns him on - get centered with what turns him on, and he needs to learn how to control his PC muscle (Pubococcygeus); which is the muscle from the pubic bone to the tailbone, and is shaped as a figure eight, around the genitals (both men and women have it). The PC muscle is the key factor in men having multiple orgasms: that muscle must be tightened to hinder ejaculation; when a man learns how to tighten his PC muscle he will get closer to being multi-orgasmic. An orgasm is a totally different function than ejaculating. But, if a man ejaculates he will lose his erection and a chance of keeping his orgasm alive.

         There are steps to this process of us men being multi-orgasmic which I will provide in a link; it's best that the professionals tell ya details, I don't want to give anybody the wrong information... 

         But First, I am going to tell you how I have experimented with my own multiple orgasms. I found that I can be multi-orgasmic by stopping stimulation right before I get to the "Point of no return" and doing that a couple of times, when I'm ready I let myself orgasm, I tighten my PC muscle and this keeps me from ejaculating where after my orgasm is over I stimulate my penis again with the goal of reaching another orgasm (pre-cum will be inevitable). I like to have orgasms so I try to do this process as much as I can. Doggone women! I wish I could orgasm over and over again involuntarily, I would never leave the house, LOL.

             Okay so here's the link I hope it will be educational for you - http://www.whitelotuseast.com/MultipleOrgasm.htm

October 24, 2012

  • The Border

     

    Walking home towards the Lake

    Listening to Take Care by Drake

    Reflecting on my life

    Realizing I try so hard I could cut the stress with a knife

    Hitting walls has been a great success for me

    I'm sick of it, I wanna crawl into a hole or climb up a tree

    Hiding from life until it passes

    But if I did that, my troubles would multiply by the masses

    I can't see two inches in front of my face

    Maybe I need better glasses 

    Maybe I can't see on earth, but I can from another planet -- outer space

    I need to better my way of life

    I'm sick of writing about struggle

    I'm sick of using the word strife

    I want new sentences with new vernacular

    No, just new, nothing spectacular

    So what will the bubble diagram show on the chalkboard today?

    Answers without doing the work is a tall order

    Time to get on my feet and move

    Nothing will be accomplished if I don't, not even a quarter

    Time to cross -- I've already reached the border

    Me, my reflections, and I 

    I don't have to prove anything to anybody else

    Just myself, and I aim to do so before I die...

     

     

October 22, 2012

  • Murder Close To Home -- Part 12

     

    Tuesday, August 19th -- Back To Work:

    (Check out: http://ctaretz.xanga.com/755787380/murders-close-to-home----part-1/http://ctaretz.xanga.com/755861297/murder-close-to-home----part-2/http://ctaretz.xanga.com/756199130/murder-close-to-home----part-3/http://ctaretz.xanga.com/756666341/murder-close-to-home----part-4/http://ctaretz.xanga.com/757336374/murder-close-to-home----part-5/http://ctaretz.xanga.com/757860842/murder-close-to-home----part-6/http://www.ctaretz.com/758344236/murder-close-to-home----part-7/http://ctaretz.xanga.com/761088449/murder-close-to-home----part-8/, Murder Close To Home -- Part 9Murder Close To Home -- Part 10Murder Close To Home -- Part 11 first if you haven't yet)


        It was Six in the a.m when I answered Cynthia's beckoning call to come back to bed, eight o'clock rolled up quickly. Cynthia and I took a shower, I got the kids ready for their day, and we were both out the door. It was our first day of work and things are different between us. I was a bit nervous but, I was happier than I've been in a while. Cynthia and I knew the rules, we knew that we had to keep our relationship under wraps. I wasn't concerned about that. I was worried about the job getting over on one of us, I was worried about that sickening and horrifying nightmare of losing a partner. I wouldn't just lose a partner I worked with, I'd be losing a partner I have intimate feelings for -- someone who I made the decision to share my personal life with. I didn't let up that I was concerned about this though. Both Cynthia and I sat in the car, I was driving, and  we talked about the weather, the news we were listening too, we stopped for coffee, and we got to the station laughing at the wacky deejay that started off the nine a.m. newscast.

      When we arrived at the station I let Cynthia know that the perp called me on the cell, and that's why I was away from the bed this morning. Cynthia looked at me with a bothered look and asked me why I didn't tell her earlier. I let her know that there was a time and place to tell her things of that nature. At work is the time and place, and at my place in the sack after making love was not. She saw it my way, Holy Shit! She saw it my way. I think this relationship might work. When we got to our desks the captain called us in right away. 

    "Hello Joe and Cynthia, welcome back from your brief vacation. How are the kids Joe?"

    "Peter is going to be okay, he's a strong kid."

    "Good, how about you Cynthia, did you enjoy a little time off with pay?"

    "I did, thank you Captain."

    "So, after you two left the crime scene we studied and retraced the steps you took at the energy plant, it appears that the first building you went into was the main office building: that's where the pencil pushers worked, where the meetings took place, and apparently where people were trained. Those maps you found were aides to the new hires that needed to learn the whereabouts of all labs and appurtenances -- as well as a visual aide for the delivery companies that took deliveries to a particular building and department. The building directly across the quad from you was the water treatment facility, the building you past to get to the first and second buildings you entered was the storage facility, and of course you found the building with the boiler (pauses and wipes the sweat from his brow). The reason why I'm regurgitating all these facts to you is because, without those maps, you could have been a lot longer in trying to find those boys. We all know that time can be a cops enemy when running around with no direction. You told me that that scumbag walked up the stairs from the boiler room just when you were walking towards them. You had flashlights with you, what if you were in the wrong building and this asshole saw the glimmer of your torches? You would have been had. I can't have that. My finest cops would have possibly been killed, and then, so would one of my finest cops children. So I'm compelled to ask you this question -- are you sure you want to proceed on with this case? Are you sure you don't want to lay low Joe, take your kids away from this town for awhile, far and safe -- and Cynthia, are you sure you don't want to do the same? It's really no trouble at all, once this guy gets caught this town and your jobs will still be waiting for you."

    Joe: "Running away never did anyone any good."

    Cynthia: "I stand next to my partner."

    Captain: "Well, okay then, brief me, what's your next move?"

    Joe: "He called me again cap, he called me early in the A.M."

    Captain: "Jesus, this guy has a knack of being a creep, sick bastard."

    Joe: "Yeah, I think he knows us and we know him, I'm not sure what our move should be, but, I think a little bit of brainstorming about the people that are directly in our lives is in order: friends, associates, enemies (Cynthia nods)."

    Captain: Good idea, I'll let you get to it."

       Cynthia and I started to leave the office when the Captain asked me to stick around for a brief moment. I looked at Cynthia and told her I'd be right out. 

    Captain: "Oh, uh, good job with spotting that "throw away" the kidnapper snuck in, if you didn't see it in time you could have gotten a .32 caliber slug in your chest or head (the captain winks and gives Joe a raised-brow-smirk). Keep it level out there Joe, don't be taking things personal."

    Joe: "I won't."

    Captain: "(Nods towards the door) Get out of here, get to work."

     The captain always did cover for the cops he liked.

         Cynthia and I are sitting at our desks looking at each other with squints of concentration as we think of the people that could be legitimate suspects. It was almost comical the way we just stared off into each others faces, not even in our eyes, our faces. We were completely entranced and using each other as the focal point of our deep thinking. It was almost as if we had bubbles of dialogue lingering over our heads with question marks and occasional pictures of lunch, as our stomachs growled with hunger. 

     "Cynthia? Let's go get something to eat."

     "Okay, sounds like a good idea."

     "Chinese sound good?"

     "Perfect?"

     "I know just the spot."

       We got up and went to Huang Fey's at the corner, not far from the station. On the way to the restaurant we ran into Dr. Schmitt. We both stopped in our tracks and started to talk.

     "Hey Dr. Schmitt, how are you?"

     "I'm good Joe, how's the case?

     "It's good, hey, this is my new partner Cynthia."

     "Hey Cynthia, listen Joe, the Captain briefed me on what's been going on a little bit..."

     "Oh, what the fuck?! He's worst than my father!"

     "Easy, Joe, easy, as your superior he needs to make sure that your heads right for this case, and if it isn't, that you talk to someone... Now listen I know that they got me at the station to do the criminal profiling but, I'm still a shrink. The captain knows this and he wants me to make sure that you know this."

     "This is coming out of left field..."

     "Joe! Listen this is serious, I heard that the perp called you this morning at six in the am, is this true?"

      Something clicked in my brain right at that very moment, this unorthodox one man intervention has just caused a siren in my head, there's something really out of place with this, there's something suspicious about this. I didn't show the doctor that I was bothered and answered him:

     "Yes, it's true."

     "Okay, that can cause a tremendous amount of stress, if this man knows how to press your buttons he will do so and you WILL be bothered by it. That's when you come see me. You hang up, turn or unplug your phone or phones, and when you come to work you see me first thing, okay?"

     "Okay."

     Dr. Schmitt and I walk past each other and as he patted me on the back Cynthia and my eyes met.

      Cynthia: "What was that all about?"

      "I don't know Cynthia, all I know is I never told captain what time that creep called me."

     Cynthia looked at me with wide eyes...

      "Oh my God, no you didn't."

     

    Tuesday, August 19th -- Suspects

    TO BE CONTINUED...

October 20, 2012

  • A Review Gone Wild

        Yesterday I wrote a review on Yelp for a great bakery by the name of, "Lovely, Too". I love their pies! Every single pie I've bought from them were a circular piece of heaven. Despite my love for Lovely's, I did not anticipate writing a review that ends with such a line that this review ended with... Tell me if this doesn't grab you as a bit of a funny way of stating things...

    Review:

     

    5.0 star rating

    10/17/2012

    I was looking all over the place for a Strawberry Rubarb pie, finally I looked at a pie in a store on Bryn Mawr, not impressed, I asked the cashier if she knew where the nearest bakery was... And that's when I learned about "Lovely, Too." I walked up the street and I asked if they made a Strawberry Rubarb. It wasn't on the menu but they accept off the menu projects. 

      They made me my pie, and it was made with love because every bite was a taste of heavenly-delicious. Ever since that first pie I've purchased three others: Peach Cobbler, Strawberry/Peach, and this Friday I will be picking up my banana cream pie.

       If you love pies I recommend this place, it's well worth your hard earned money to reward yourself with 9" or more of delicious {end review}.

    Um, yes I did...

October 14, 2012

  • Interviewed By Another Author

      This interview was conducted by a very nice woman by the name of Deborah Palumbo, her blogs are: http://deborahpalumbotheundeparted.blogspot.com, and, http://bookblogs.ning.com/profile/deborahpalumbo. It was an honor and a privilege to have been interviewed by Deborah because she is also an author. she has written several books and knows what good writing is and how it should look in book form (format), here is her link on Amazon to all her books, http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss_1?url=search-alias%3Ddigital-text&field-keywords=deborah+palumbo, and these are a few out of several books she has written.

     

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     I want to introduce the author of an interesting book, entitled Paycheck to Paycheck for sale on AMAZON, Carsten Aretz.
     

    His book is not your typical read,  one of fiction or muyrder and mayhem, and I thought I'd share it with you. I met Carsten on Nings Book Blogs when he answered one of my posted discussions; he was reaching out for help; he caught my attention, so here we are today. Hope you guys enjoy the interview and remember to check out his book!. He's got some wise things to say.

    DEBBIE: Tell us about your book and why you wrote it:
    CARSTEN: 
    Paycheck to Paycheck is no way to live -- when my brother honored me with a gift that put me in the middle of an atmosphere that brought me inner peace, a "bubble of serenity", I felt the need to search deep within myself, to find a way to bring me back to that bubble. There isn't any serenity when the worries of having enough money interferes with finding a way to escape to a place of peace. This is a self-searching adventure that helps me to take a look at what mistakes I've made, finding ways to stay healthy enough to stay alive long enough to enjoy escaping from paycheck to paycheck, what I've observed and experienced from life, how I feel with a few of my own personal views on things, and last but not least, the point of this book, how to avoid repeating the mistakes I've made in the past in order to live with the financial freedom I so long for. 

    This is not a success book, it's more of a figuring it out type book, that's geared towards people that might be able to relate to this paycheck to paycheck struggle.
    "Carsten, I'M SURE MANY PEOPLE CAN RELATE TO LIVING PAYCHECK TO PAYCHECK"

    DEBBIE: So tell us how things are going for you now since writing the book.CARSTENThings are better but they are far from perfect. I have a lot more to do in order to find the success I've been seeking my whole adult life up until now.DEBBIE: Besides financial blessings, what would you say is the most important blessing a person could receive?CARSTEN: I've been blessed with the knowledge that I can finish what I've started. I've successfully looked in the mirror and can now move forward as a better person than I was yesterday. All my blessings start with me as a person first, and reaping benefits such as financial second. As for the most important blessing others could ever receive, I would have to say that that blessing would be to have the knowledge that they are not alone and success is a reality for anyone that is working towards it.I agree with you, Carsten; we need to know we're not alone as we travel the road to success cause it sure has its ups and downs. But I believe perseverance brings about success and prayers do as well

    DEBBIE: In closing, are you writing a second book? CARSTEN: I already have two books out, I have short, short, book of poetry by the name of, "My Poetry Has A Face", and of course this one, "Paycheck To Paycheck -- It's Personal. I have a couple of more projects now but, the next book that will be coming out will probably be the murder mystery I'm working on presently.I love murder mysteries; I wrote a few of them myself! 
    Thanks for sharing with us today Carsten. We all wish you continued success in your life.
    Carsten's books:
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       For those of you who didn't know too much about my book, "Paycheck To Paycheck -- It's Personal", I hope that this interview helped to fill your mind with more knowledge, as well as curiosity...
     

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October 8, 2012

  • God and Lucifer

    One day the Devil wanted to visit
    with God, He looked up to the Heavens
    and said; "Oh God in heaven may I be allowed
    to come up and see you; perhaps a game of chess?"
    God heard this and granted Lucifer up to his castle in the sky.
    The chess board was already set up by the time Lucifer arrived,
    Lucifer went to where the black pieces were when God said; "Wait
    I'm the black pieces today, you are the white, and it's your turn."
    They started playing, starting with Lucifer making the first move.
    "What's on your mind Lucifer?" "The World is mine." Lucifer gloated.
    "I know it is but that isn't saying anything you and the World are both
    going to die in flames of glorious wrath." "Oh, you mean when that weak
    son of yours comes back? HAHAHA!"
    God paused... then smiled, "yes Lucifer when my son goes back to claim all
    the souls that breathed our names."
    "Damn you and your son!!!" Heaven shook and God looked
    at Lucifer and said; "Lucifer, this is my house and you will respect it.
    Next time you holler and curse my son and me I am not going to ask
    you to leave - I am going to throw you out!!!!" Heaven shook harder and Lucifer's
    chair broke - His posterior end caught his fall and he remembered himself and
    re-established respect. After that,
    they just played chess for the next few hours, God won a few, Lucifer won
    some, they both were enjoying their time together.
    It was almost strange how they were actually mortal enemies; mortal
    enemies with two different ideas of how God's creation should live.
    Lucifer than had an idea, he thought of a tidal wave and cast it towards
    where God's people live.
    God sensed it and cast a tidal wave to crash into the tidal wave
    hence destroying it before it reached his people.
    The fisherman on the docks saw this and were in awe.
    a tidal wave coming with the tide but, wait, a tidal wave
    going against the tide?
    Lucifer than conjured up a Tornado and sent it
    to crash through a major city, he didn't say, he didn't
    want God to know. God sensed this and sent a tornado
    bigger than Lucifer's blowing it towards Lucifer's tornado.
    When the tornado's met they disappeared.
    Farmers saw this and were utterly confused.
    Lucifer conjured up some lightning bolts and sent
    them to the ten biggest churches in the world;
    God took lightning bolts and threw them into
    Lucifer's Lightning bolts destroying them, which caused an explosion of
    light.
    Lucifer finally had enough and exclaimed; "okay I've had enough of this
    I will see you another day!" God said, "check mate."

October 6, 2012

  • My Enemies...

    I'm getting older

    My enemies smolder

    They turn to ash

    I whip them into submission with every lash

    Insecurity, overly self-conscious, and fear

    They get flushed out of my rear

    I see my future and it is bright

    I've been wrong a few times but now I'm right

    I know what to do and I won't lose sight

    When the negativity re-enters I fight

    I stop hating and start loving with all my might

    I use tools to help me vent

    Music, movies, and I write

    This is not a joke, it's my life

    I conquer all unneeded strife...

     

     

    Picture Source: http://www.nikianderson.net/meowcellaneous.htm

     

     

     

September 24, 2012

  • Live For Real

    Sitting in the dark wondering where I am,

    No where to go so I sink deep into my mind,

    My mind shows me visions of success and fantasy,

    It shows me faces from my family and friends,

    My mind shows me scenes of sex, 

    Visions I can feel, feelings of pride because of success,

    to the way it feels when it's taken-in by a hot, wet, smooth pussy,

    Anger shows visions of fist fights and scenarios that don't exist,

    I want things, who doesn't?

    Life can be so taxing when living in the dark,

    Who am I? Why do I still ask myself this question?

    Am I doomed to a life of sitting in my mind?

    I hope not, I heard life is so much better when things are real,

    I heard that life is worth living when one has a purpose,

    I heard that life is not supposed to be a fantasy,

    it's supposed to be lived for real...

     

    Picture source: http://www.stevenaitchison.co.uk/blog/100-ways-to-develop-your-mind/

     

September 19, 2012

  • Unzipped...

    Unzipped...

    Warm and wet,

    a mouth greets it,

    blood flowing, 

    a tingle travels up my spine,

    such a great feeling,

    it's been too long,

    I wanted this,

    I needed this,

    minutes of heaven,

    an explosion builds,

    stress filled me up to this moment,

    a mountain to climb,

    mounds of obstacles,

    work, work, work!

    My mind races,

    not for long,

    quivering, shaking -- AHHH!

    All angst has been released,

    no more stress,

    no more worries,

    it took a short time,

    the load came and went,

    it was perfect--

    unzipped...